Epik High – Gray So Gray (ft. Younha) Lyrics

Gray So Gray 그래서 그래 Lyrics

Epik High feat. Younha

ROMANIZED LYRICS

motdoen geonman baewoseo geurae
motdoen jinman gollaseo haenne
ireon naega miwo
nado chakage salgo sipeonneunde

neo wollae iraennye
neul gasi dotchin naege dagaseogi duryeopdaneun neodo
jal al tende
sesangi naege samkige haetdeon gasi subaek gaereul
mom bakkeuro mireonaeda seoninjangi dwaenne
I hate me more than u could ever
dap eomneun nomil subakke
nan naran ge munjemyeo
geurae neo maldaero byeonginikka
kkocheul damado tuk chimyeon jogangnabeoril unmyeonginikka
ga

aljana nan
gamjeongi gojang na
hwangpyehan maeumen heunhan sarang han pogi mot jara
neul nege musimhaetdeon nawa
mongmareun gwansime jichin neon nunmul samkyeotjanna

ni nunmul ppaego seulpeumeul deohae
neul padochideon neoui nunbit soge
damgyeotdeon miumdo ijen nal dongjeonghae
wae niga nareul geokjeonghae
wollae eongmangin nayeotjana

naega
motdoen geonman baewoseo geurae
motdoen jinman gollaseo haenne
ireon naega miwo
nado chakage salgo sipeonneunde
neomu mani dachyeoseo geurae
neomu mani sogaseo geurae
nado ireogin sileo
utgo sipeo
geunde geuge jal an dwae
an dwae

naege jin eodumi
neoui miraejocha geomge muldeurilkka bwa duryeowoseo geurae
naneun sangcheobanneun ge
jukdorok sileo batgi jeone sangcheoreul juneun nomieoseo geurae
gyeolguk nae oeroume iyuneun jeonbu nande
nan jakku taseul dollyeo neowa sesangege munne
kkwak jabatdeon ne sondo noajul teni tteona
wonmangboda nameun miryeoni keul ttae

sarangeul mollaseo geurae
geurae, eoryeosseul ttae
ppaetgineun beomman baewo neungsuki mot bada geurae
geobi naseo geurae
nungamajul ttaemajeo
mot bol geoseul neomu mani bwaseo geurae
da byeonmyeonginde
gajin geoseul da junda haetji?
yaksokdaero nae modeun sangcheoreul june
“sarami eotteoke geurae?”
saramiraseo… geurae

nae buranhan maeumdo
witaeroun moseupdo
mianhae
mianhae

ireon nal yongseohaejwo
nae maeumi nae maeumdaero jal an dwae
jom gidael ge

naega
motdoen geonman baewoseo geurae
motdoen jinman gollaseo haenne
ireon naega miwo
nado chakage salgo sipeonneunde
neomu mani dachyeoseo geurae
neomu mani sogaseo geurae
nado ireogin sileo
utgo sipeo
geunde geuge jal an dwae

sarangeul jal mollaseo
ajikdo jal mollaseo
geuraeseo geurae
geuraeseo geurae
ne maeumeul jal mollaseo
nae maeumdo jal mollaseo
geuraeseo geurae
naega naraseo geurae

salgi wihae
utgi wihae
nareul wihae geuraesseo

salgi wihae
utgi wihae
da neoreul wihae geuraesseo

MUSIC VIDEO

HANGUL

못된 것만 배워서 그래
못된 짓만 골라서 했네
이런 내가 미워
나도 착하게 살고 싶었는데

너 원래 이랬녜
늘 가시 돋친 내게 다가서기 두렵다는 너도
잘 알 텐데
세상이 내게 삼키게 했던 가시 수백 개를
몸 밖으로 밀어내다 선인장이 됐네
I hate me more than u could ever
답 없는 놈일 수밖에
난 나란 게 문제며
그래 너 말대로 병이니까
꽃을 담아도 툭 치면 조각나버릴 운명이니까
가

알잖아 난
감정이 고장 나
황폐한 마음엔 흔한 사랑 한 포기 못 자라
늘 네게 무심했던 나와
목마른 관심에 지친 넌 눈물 삼켰잖나

니 눈물 빼고 슬픔을 더해
늘 파도치던 너의 눈빛 속에
담겼던 미움도 이젠 날 동정해
왜 니가 나를 걱정해
원래 엉망인 나였잖아

내가
못된 것만 배워서 그래
못된 짓만 골라서 했네
이런 내가 미워
나도 착하게 살고 싶었는데
너무 많이 다쳐서 그래
너무 많이 속아서 그래
나도 이러긴 싫어
웃고 싶어
근데 그게 잘 안 돼
안 돼

내게 진 어둠이
너의 미래조차 검게 물들일까 봐 두려워서 그래
나는 상처받는 게
죽도록 싫어 받기 전에 상처를 주는 놈이어서 그래
결국 내 외로움에 이유는 전부 난데
난 자꾸 탓을 돌려 너와 세상에게 묻네
꽉 잡았던 네 손도 놓아줄 테니 떠나
원망보다 남은 미련이 클 때

사랑을 몰라서 그래
그래, 어렸을 때
뺏기는 법만 배워 능숙히 못 받아 그래
겁이 나서 그래
눈감아줄 때마저
못 볼 것을 너무 많이 봐서 그래
다 변명인데
가진 것을 다 준다 했지?
약속대로 내 모든 상처를 주네
“사람이 어떻게 그래?”
사람이라서… 그래

내 불안한 마음도
위태로운 모습도
미안해
미안해

이런 날 용서해줘
내 마음이 내 마음대로 잘 안 돼
좀 기댈 게

내가
못된 것만 배워서 그래
못된 짓만 골라서 했네
이런 내가 미워
나도 착하게 살고 싶었는데
너무 많이 다쳐서 그래
너무 많이 속아서 그래
나도 이러긴 싫어
웃고 싶어
근데 그게 잘 안 돼

사랑을 잘 몰라서
아직도 잘 몰라서
그래서 그래
그래서 그래
네 마음을 잘 몰라서
내 마음도 잘 몰라서
그래서 그래
내가 나라서 그래

살기 위해
웃기 위해
나를 위해 그랬어

살기 위해
웃기 위해
다 너를 위해 그랬어

ENGLISH TRANSLATION

It’s because I only learned how to be bad

I did horrible things

I hate who I am

I wanted so badly to be good but…

You ask if I was always this way

Because I’m sharp to the touch

You say you’re afraid to approach me

It’s just that the world made me swallow countless thorns

And as I tried to push them out of my body
I became a cactus

I hate me

More than you could ever

Of course there’s no solution

I am the problem

Like you said, I’m too fragile

Even if I hold a flower like you, I will inevitably shatter into pieces

Just go

You know that I’m broken

My heart is like a desert and not even a sprout of love can grow in it

I was always so cold to you

I gave you tears when you wanted a drop of attention

I took everything and gave you sadness

The waves of resentment in your eyes

Now look like waves of concern

Why are you worried about me?

You know I was always a mess

It’s because

I only learned how to be bad

I did horrible things

I hate who I am

I wanted so badly to be good but…

It’s because I’ve been hurt too many times

It’s because I’ve been lied to too many times

I don’t want to be like this either
I want to smile

I try but I can’t

I can’t

I worry that the shadow over me
Will swallow your future as well

Because I’m the type to hurt someone
Just so they can’t hurt me first

Yeah, my loneliness is all my fault

But I keep blaming you and the world

I’ll let go of your hand now

Before the last bit of feelings you have for me become hatred

It’s because I don’t understand love

Ever since I was little

I only learned how to have things taken away

It’s because I’m afraid

Even when I turned a blind eye

I saw too many terrible things

It’s all an excuse, I know

I told you I’d give you everything I’ve got

I kept that promise by giving you all of my pain

“How can a human being be like this?”

It’s precisely because I’m only human

For my insecure heart

For my unstable self

I’m sorry

I’m sorry

Please forgive me

My heart won’t beat the way I want it to

Can I rest my head on your shoulder?

It’s because

I only learned how to be bad

I did horrible things

I hate who I am

I wanted so badly to be good but…

It’s because I’ve been hurt too many times

It’s because I’ve been lied to too many times

I don’t want to be like this either
I want to smile

I try but I can’t

Because I don’t understand love

I still don’t understand love

That is why

That is why

Because I don’t understand you

And I don’t understand me

That is why

It’s because I’m me

I did it to live

I did it to smile

I did it for me

I did it to live

I did it to smile

I did it all for you

Because…